I've been wearing glasses/contacts since I was about 10. Yesterday I went and got LASIK surgery to correct my vision. The positives of this are immense, the conveniences of having 20/20 or 20/15 as the case may be are great. However, the healing time will take weeks to months.
I spent the evening listening to Neil Gaiman's
Stardust - once a comic book, then a novel, now a movie. I recommend it. "Are we human because we gaze at the stars? Or do we gaze at them because we are human?" I also thought of things I did and haven't done in so long, one of them being the various types of martial arts I used to take. At one point I was on the road to a first degree black belt but stopped. Then I took judo, got tired of learning how to fall, and stopped. Then I took a self-defense class offered by a martial arts school in Fredonia, NY and ended up working and training there for 2 years in their Kung Fu program. Since I was a broke college kid, the deal was that I would mop, dust, and put away all the materials we used for free class.
I learned the most in those two years. Stances of defense, stances of resistance, to weaponry - to intricate, meditative moves that required balance, calmness, and swiftness that I've since lost. It seems my teachers are no longer teaching in Fredonia. However, I was able to track down a school and some history:
here.

Misty Bradigan is on the left, with her husband Jerry, Master Reeders and Marilynn Reeders. Mitsy was my teacher and had a lot of faith in me. She helped me do amazing things like touch the ground as one would touch their toes, but I was standing on several blocks of wood about a foot higher than I am. She also helped me learn to focus and break through inches of wood with an open hand as well as break a cinder block. I doubt I could do this now, it's been 10 years.
Now I'm thinking of all the other things I used to do that I miss and probably kept me sane.
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